Lately, my bean plants are growing well. Accidentally killed one of them via backpack strap the other day, but other wise are doing well. My other plants are doing pretty good too, except now it's official that all my tomato plants are dead. Saddening, I had so much hopes in those ones. Oh well, the guy at the nursery across from PCC said I should be able to grow them at the end of May if the weather warms up nicely. I hope so, I been meaning to test how homemade tomato sauce tests against the stuff in the jar. Also, it seems I can bribe people with veg these days the way the economy has been going.
Bought Portal 2, it was awesome. Phoenix came over after I bought it and we sat around cracking the puzzles. Took me only 2 days to complete the blasted thing, and that was with sleeping and eating and school and stuff. It was fun, though. Oh, that reminds me I need to sign/do whatever it needs for the co-op stuff.
Also, not too long ago, I was thinking up an idea for a book. I often think up what the back of the book would say before I even get around to writing out the story, for even liking a story. Too bad I can't really remember it now that I try to write it down. The story was something to the effect of the these two people dating and being all happy and cliched and what have you, only for the guy to realize that he picked the wrong girl to be with and now there was no going to back. After all, he had broke the other girl's heart and he wanted the girl he is with because of the three year long crush. It's one of those be careful what you wish for stories, without a happy ending. Probably. I suck at writing unhappy endings, the ones I want/should happen in the story.
On a more personal note, I have realized a few things and drawn some conclusions:
1) Phoenix likes Grace.
2) Grace like Phoenix, probably. She knows other people to help her cosplay and askes him to do it, and she said in her journal " she[talking about me] likes this person too". That's my strongest evidence, also with the sickening feeling she picked Toshiie and Matsu for the Basara cosplay just for that reason. God this sucks ass.
3) If I don't abandon all emotion in this area toward them, I'm going to lose both of them. They're great friends, and it'd suck to lose them.
4) I'm going to try to get them together. It's for the best right? I mean, they'll be happy and it'll help me get over it.
Should all else fail, I'll just turn into Spock for the rest of my life. Pure logic doesn't feel emotional pain.
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